its that time again...

its that time again...the time that i feel so down, so helpless, so frustrated.

i always wonder, do i deserve to be on this position? don't i deserve to be happy? don't i deserve to be successful like the others? when will that time come that everything is ok...that everything will just be fine?

i want to shout! i want to break something! i want to something stupid or better yet i want to end this life!!!